Father’s Day 2011 : “DA” by Editor Mary Beth Devine

 

 

 

DA

It’s hard writing pictures of people – especially when they’re still alive and can sue you – especially when it’s a parent who can disown or de-friend. The pressure’s really on when you decide to write about a parent whose daily bread is still earned by crafting words. You find yourself in a potential minefield – a nightmare where each punctuation mark, every mis-chosen word becomes an IED. There are not enough acid inhibitors in the world to cope with the ‘agita’ that accompanies such an assignment. You feel blessed that CaFleureBon is not on his regular blogroll to be checked.I

 

 

 

I’m told that I’m like him…that I become more like him as I age. It puzzles me. I don’t think we’re at all alike. It may be the limp, but more likely it’s the eyes and a certain look we share when human nature throws us for a loop. A co-worker calls it my ‘Dad look’.   I wrote this piece several months ago for a Boston celebration while the rest of us were celebrating Tax Day. It caused some comment for various reasons but it defines him better than anything else I could add. So – Here it is and if it’s true that his rather difficult children turned out like him…. well…color us honored

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His idea of bonding when I was in grade school was to take me on Saturday mornings to a coffee shop where newspaper folk and politicians would gather. The smell of cigarettes, cigars, and black coffee were one with the paint. It was a time where a governor could stop by and say, “I’m thinking of __________. What do you all think?” And he’d be told in no uncertain terms.

 He was my first boss when I was in high school and ruined me for most subsequent supervisors with a constant reminder of who was really paying my salary and what I owed them – that taxpayers don’t care about my 40 hour work week or that I should be paid overtime. The expectations were high and the praise sparing – just a look or a “Nice job”..

 

 Donn and  Doris

He loves his country best who strives to make it best. ~Robert G. Ingersoll

He can trace his old military unit’s lineage back to the Revolutionary War and his personal lineage to 1630 with names like Underhill, De Revier, Goetschius, and Van Tassel – ministers, soldiers, upstarts, and firebrands.

He’s termed brilliant by his contemporaries and is the “institutional memory” of his adopted city and state. But for an accident of bad timing, he’d carry the term “native Delawarean”. Who knew the boy in the sailor suit would take such unpopular paths to make his corner of the world a better place?

  

He was a citizen soldier who would take us to watch his artillery battery practice. We would sit in some of the classes he taught for Officer Candidates. And we watched while he finished packing a duffel bag one night in anticipation of the world ending because of a place called Cuba. He explained all this as something that had to be done, not because of the people, but because of the leaders. We were never to feel ill will to the people.

He told me in a letter that somewhere in Russia another little girl’s father was doing the same thing for the same reason. I was to remember the Russian girl and not be scared.

 

Patriots are away from home a lot. They miss birthdays, broken bones, measles, and tonsils.In the days before computers, they’d call once a month for five minutes. Five minutes because there was always a line at the phone. The kids would get 30 seconds each. I don’t know what bigger families did.

A patriot wants, above all, peace so he wore his uniform for 30 years and belonged to Pacem in Terris. He sees no conflict in belonging to both the ACLU and the NRA – although the NRA’s lobbying tactics are starting to aggravate him. He believed that the institution of freedom for all was more than words so he went to Montgomery, Alabama, and if we suffered for it (and we did), it was for the greater good.

 He’s a man who will tell you he was named to an arts committee as the philistine representative, but he made money as a photographer and commissioned paintings for his own collection. He sings along to the standards only with encouragement and has learned to enjoy Matt Shipp’s style of jazz. He’s considered a poet because he wrote the last verse to a rather unsingable state song. (Aren’t they all?)

 

He’s a Son of the American Revolution who has a son serving and a grandson who will be commissioned upon graduation. The next generation of his family looks like the salad bowl of America. It’s as it should be. That was the point of the battle. They, too, will do things that incur the scorn and wrath of neighbors, friends, and, sometimes, family. It can’t be helped. It’s in the blood and born in the soul.

The highest patriotism is not a blind acceptance of official policy, but a love of one's country deep enough to call her to a higher plain.” George McGovern

As we say in my family “It’s what we do.”

Happy Father’s Day, Da. We love you. M.E and Marty

Mary Beth Devine, Editor

ART direction: Michelyn Camen and Mark Behnke

Do you have a characteristic or personality  trait that  reminds you of  your Father? Or just a message you would like to send to the "man who raised you", dad, grandfather, uncle….

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5 comments

  • chayaruchama says:

    I salute you and your Dad, your family, MBD.
    You are precious beyond price; bless you and yours.
    A glorious tribute.

    We at CFB wish to honor all fathers- and those who father by their living example.

    [There are also mothers who ‘father’-
    Make no mistake !
    I’ve witnessed that as well, with a grateful heart]

    HAPPY FATHERS DAY !!!!!!

  • Armando Martinez says:

    MBD, that was a really touching story about your own personal experience with your father.
    My dad, he’s been gone from our lives for over 9 years now. I think of him a lot, always will. He was a dreamer, he wanted more from life but mostly just tried and didn’t succeed. I feel that I’m like him in many ways even though I take on my mom’s family’s physical appearance. My mom never said an ill word of my dad even though he put our family in precarious financial situations because he was always finagling to “hopefully” make our financial situation a better one but didn’t succeed. I think about how I have become getting older and I have done the same thing but find myself in a very long term relationship where the man I’m with is like my mom (in a good way) and my honey helps me to pull in the reins when I go crazy insane with money. Money & my dad are issues I have dealt with for a long time. My mom always being the one to keep the family together financially speaking was force to be reckoned with. I admire my mom. I admire my dad even more because he always had a vision, a dream, something going on in his head that he wanted thing to be better. Like I wrote, he didn’t succeed but I admire him for having tried. He wanted to be many things like I Have been in my life so far. I admire him for that and me too because it’s that desire that keeps you going even when you want to and have to throw in the towel. My dad would’ve been 85 years old this year had he lived. I think of him every day. I miss him, love him and will never feel an ill will towards him because he put us on thin ice financially in the past. He was doing what he thought was best (even if they were not), he had the best intentions and didn’t know how to do it right. I feel like I’m just repeating myself but I guess I need to get this written out because I really don’t like to discuss him much. Even though it’s Father’s Day today, I have to say it feels hollow but definitely not empty, oxymoron, YES! But it’s how I feel. I know later on, I’ll see him again and will be grateful to and just give him a big hug, that’s all I care and want again to do. All my loved ones that have gone on.
    I need to stop writing, I’m getting all sappy here, LOL
    Thanks for the article, it’s what I needed to read this fine Sunday morning.

  • angie Cox says:

    Dad why did you need to drink , was the war anything to do with it ? When you were drunk why did you get cross and hit Mum who you could not live without ? If you had life over again would you love us , your daughters ? If you could be unselfish would you have given Mum a birthday gift ? If not and there is a Heven try to learn and please don’t ask me to forgive you I can’t . I am glad I have your sense of humour but that is all .

  • That was a lovingly crafted piece. I hope that your dad has the opportunity to read it. It must be wonderful to have such a dedicated father.